So this was frustrating…I had this idea for my new painting to paint how I feel…divided. 
To be a commercial artist you are supposed to have a style, for your art to be recognisable as yours. 
To be happy, I have to paint how I feel, which is up, down and all over the place. 
As a person, I feel constantly divided…manage the house, love and take care of the kids, love my husband, serve God, have a career, earn money, take care of myself… 
I wanted to paint a painting divided, to show how I felt…so divided, and do you know what happened? I tried…and failed, lol, kind of like life most of the time. 
So instead, I washed over it, cut off some pieces and no one knows the divided painting underneath…hmmm… 
Restfully divided?